I feel frazzled. I have too much on my mind. I am the master of thinking of great ideas. Unfortunately, I never know how to manage them or make them happen effectively. Then I let them sit there and I get frustrated when they don't happen. Sometimes its lack of money, lack of time, or just simply not knowing how to play them out.
I am also ready for school to start. I always wished I could homeschool, by the end of the summer I know why I couldn't. Its sad to me but I am simply one of those who was not loaded with a ton of patience. No matter how much I try or pray about it.
Scheduling has also been an issue. I guess I am a weird person but doing certain things at certain times doesn't work well with me. I can only clean in the morning without panicking. I can only pay bills without people around. Trust me that's hard with 4 kids. I don't have much of a set schedule during the summer because I want to do things when they pop up, to keep us busy.
Also, having my husband work crazy long hours does not help the situation. Summer is busy at the restaurant and he puts in days where sometimes I may only get to see him for an hour at the end of the day. I need and desperately want him around. He is a much calmer person than me and also can see a situation differently sometimes.
I wish I had more patience.
1 comment:
Goodness. I give you a big hug. I understand. Writing lists do help, but doing them every day is something that sounds great, doing it is another story, right! The hubby and hours I totally sympathize, it sucks! They are working hard for us, but then have little time. We want to have everything nice, including our selves, but then get down because it's like when do we have quality time. Ok, again, I give you big hugs! I got to get some sleep. Send me a message later. Night night over there from way over here:)haha, dilirium has set in, can't spell either!
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