Nerves

Well, its getting pretty close. In 3.5 to 6.5 weeks I will have a new little one to love and care for. I am getting excited. I cant wait to see what he will look like. I wonder what he will be like, will he be a quiet baby or a loud and cranky baby. I sure hope not. I cant wait to play with him and bathe him and dress him. There are a lot of people in my close little world that are having their babies now and it is making me more anxious for him to arrive. I hope sooner rather than later. While I am super excited, I am also nervous. I am doing a homebirth for the frist time and do not know what exactly to expect. While I fully believe that things will go okay, there is always that chance that something could go a little different than planned. Are they going to make it on time???? When is it going to happen? Will Joe be there? Will it be longer and more painful than before? Will there be any complications? I am a lot nervous about those things that come with a painful but rewarding experience. I know the end result will be great. Just thought I would share a little of my nervousness and excitement.